We were having a very nice conversation and the whole time, I forgot about everything. I thought we were happy, like we used to be. I caught myself just in time though. Afterwards, I just felt like crying. It’s like my feelings were teasing me. I haven’t heard him laugh in such a long time that I totally lost track of the world. Now people are keeping secrets about me. I just want to forget today happened. I’m never letting him put me in that type of situation again.